ext_244688 ([identity profile] brimtoast.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] alt_fen2008-12-04 07:26 pm

I show not your face but your heart's desire

Assuming alternity continues to incorporate big canon events, we should expect Harry to find the Mirror of Erised in a little under a month.

"It shows us nothing more or less than the deepest, most desperate desire of our hearts." -Dumbledore

What do you predict Harry Marvolo will see there?
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
What will Harry Marvolo see there? To desire something presumably one must know it exists, even if one does not know the specifics - Harry Potter knew he had parents and an extended family, even if he didn't know what they looked like. Ron knew what it looked like to be praised and noticed because he'd seen his brothers.

Do we know it's Harry particularly who will find the Mirror? We had two duos of boys rescue Hermione from the troll, but we don't know yet if the ones who find the Mirror of Erised will be Harry-and-Draco or Neville-and-Ron. Ron's staying at Hogwarts over hols, Neville's status is unclear (I think), and Harry and Draco are expected at Malfoy Manner. Since the LP never tried to kill either Harry or Neville, he never "marked [one] as his equal," or whatever the precise wording is. So it could be Neville who finds the Mirror, Neville who has grown up without his parents' presence in this universe rather than paid regular visits to their damaged selves in St. Mungos. Neville who knows that his parents are out there, somewhere, and might wish for them. And then he might show Ron, whose wish would presumably be the same as in canon.

If it IS Harry who finds the Mirror, I don't think he'll see James - he thinks he knows his father. He might see Lily, though, because he might be wishing to know his own mother. We don't know what if anything the LP has told him about the woman who brought him in to the world. I suppose, if the LP 'fessed up that Harry is adopted then Harry might still wish to see both his birth parents. But I don't think it would be a thunderous shock, then, because he'd just be looking curiously at ghosts from his past rather than craving a family - and that alone makes it unlikely that he'll see them. "Eaten up with curiosity" is not the same as "deepest, most desperate desire."

Good question!
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I would think by fourth year, we'd have a big clue, if Voldemort mixes his blood with one of the boys.

But that's the thing, isn't it - all these things Voldemort does in canon, the LP may not have a reason to do in this universe. He may not need the Philosopher's Stone, because he's not a shade desperately clinging to life. He may not need the blood of Harry or Neville because he won't need to be reincorporated. (That sentence looks hilarious, but I trust you know what I really mean.) And I'm not sure Harry or Neville would do it at this point - he picked Harry in canon because Harry was his "greatest enemy." In Alternity, Harry's his son and Neville is a regular schoolboy. Unless Neville starts having confrontations with the LP that lead to him getting enemy status!

If Neville winds up being the Chosen One in this universe, I'm afraid he's going to have it even harder than Harry did in canon. Neville doesn't have a Dumbledore whispering to him and he doesn't have a sense of righteousness against Voldemort-the-villain; instead, he'll be on his own (with a Headmistress who has to pretend to be a Death Eater) and accused of sedition against the Lord Protector. I'm worried for him, if that's how this plays out.

[identity profile] heavenscalyx.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
I kind of like the possibilities of seeing some of the other characters filling the heroic roles instead of sidekick/supporting roles. After all, Harry would have gotten nowhere without Hermione acting as his brain and Ron acting as, well, Ron. I'd love to see everyone get their moments in the spotlight, instead of the one giant burning spotlight on the Chosen One.

Boot and Hermione are shaping up to be really wonderful downtrodden heroes. What if they discover the Mirror?
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Boot and Hermione are shaping up to be really wonderful downtrodden heroes. What if they discover the Mirror?

Genius! They are the ones with the greatest desires! Neville might miss his parents, but they're still alive and fine, you know? Hermione might see herself as a student, a prefect, Head Girl! Someone with friends and personhood and knowledge. Oh, Hermione. Everything you are supposed to have.

I'm afraid Terry is too beat down to recognize his own desires - unless he sees freedom, which we know he's thought about for his essay. (Which, by the way this: that you will be your own master and nobody else can tell you what to do. dont know who would give you that reward, exactly. or is it something you claim for yourself because no one can give it to you? kind of breaks my heart.)
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
I love that you apparently have the book open in front of you. <3
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 09:33 pm (UTC)(link)
...for several of the kids, I think that seeing the difference between what they actually desire and what they've been told they should desire could be pretty interesting.

Yes! Definitely.

[identity profile] heavenscalyx.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 04:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I really heart both Terry and Hermione -- they're both poignant without being emo, and I admire the writing going into them. Especially Boot's sly strikes at his "betters," which I'm sure he pays for.

[identity profile] longstrider.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
alt_player_neville said something close to 'that'd be news to me' when Neville as the prophecied one came up last.
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
Do you think that means the whole prophecy is different in this universe? Or just that Neville's not destined to assume the mantle of the prophecy? Presumably it's still the "born as the seventh month dies" bit, or why would the LP have Harry?
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 11:03 am (UTC)(link)
I've been thinking about a corner of this question, too, as students talk about where they'll be for the holidays. My question has been whether there will be some excuse made up for Harry to have to stay at Hogwarts for the holiday so that, as in canon, he could be in the castle with Ron for Christmas.

I'm waiting to see what the players choose to do about this. (Perhaps nothing. Perhaps Harry will just go home to Buckingham Palace and will have a bang up time exploring New London with Draco's Aunty Bellatrix and attending the Malfoy's holiday party and eating whatever his heart desires that Dennis can procure for him.)
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 11:06 am (UTC)(link)
Along these lines, I should say that I was startled by Molly's post which provided the reason for Ron to be at Hogwarts through the holidays. I had not expected that given the differences in the game. So that's what made me begin to think we might see a sudden reason crop up for Harry to stay. (I just can't really imagine how that would be made to seem necessary short of a major rebellion cropping up that can't be surpressed in a night or two...)

[identity profile] tabiji.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 01:05 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm a new watcher here so my speculation is going to probably be way off-base.

From what I've read it seems like the LP hasn't had much of a "hands-on" approach with Harry's upbringing...even though Harry hasn't lacked for anything it sounds like he's been farmed out to the Malfoys quite a bit. He'd have been treated well but I'm thinking that maybe doesn't feel quite the same as having a proper family. So my bet is he sees himself with his family.

Ooo, we should be seeing the Invisibility Cloak soon too!
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
So if he does see himself in the mirror with his real parents, based on some really distant memory, I think it could be pretty shocking to him. It might start making him ask questions that could lead to some interesting truths about his past. Especially because we have reason to believe both Draco and Pansy *do* know about Harry's real parents, and I can certainly imagine one of them letting it slip.

You know, that might be the key to sorting this out. We don't actually know that the Mirror is at Hogwarts. If it was there in canon due to Dumbledore, it wouldn't necessarily be there now. What if the Malfoys have the Mirror? What if it's Harry and Draco rather than Harry and Ron who encounter the Mirror?

The problem with this is, of course, where then will the Philosopher's Stone be hidden? Unless! If I recall correctly, in canon they encounter Fluffy first, then the Mirror elsewhere, and then later both together. So since we know Fluffy's around (and wasn't that a Harry-Draco-Ron-Neville adventure too? But who was number five? Not another Slytherin, it sounds like.) and we suspect that the Philosopher's Stone is hidden somewhere under McG's influence, then perhaps the Malfoys have the Mirror Erised until Harry stumbles on it and they then move it, much as Dumbledore does in canon, but for different reasons. In canon, Harry finds the Mirror and has a rather gentle encounter with Dumbledore about his potential addiction to it; Dumbledore moves the Mirror, I think, both in response to Harry and because he was going to relocate it anyway for Stone-hiding purposes. What if the Malfoys have it (decoration, part of their magical artifact collection, whatever), Harry finds it and it raises uncomfortable questions about his past, Lucius squashes those questions and ships the Mirror off to Hogwarts to stop Harry from encountering it anymore, and then McG takes advantage of it as a hiding place for the Stone? (Phew!)

*tinhats, happily*

... I think I'd better reread HPPS over Winter Break. I'll need better recall to keep doing this kind of (totally awesome) (wild) speculation.
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I really want it to be Hermione, because that supports the awesome canon connection that we saw in Halloween's troll fight - not one but TWO prophesied boys, not one but TWO pureblood sons of iconic families, and one Hermione (disenfranchised as she may be).

The Harry-Draco connection is really interesting in this game when compared to Harry-Ron in canon - in both cases, Harry doesn't have much of a family of his own (maliciously neglected by the Dursleys in canon, benignly neglected by the LP in Alternity) and is taken in by a family that really symbolizes the predominant thinking about magical castes (the Weasleys in canon, who support the dominant and accepted opinion that Muggleborns and Muggles are human beings worthy of respect; the Malfoys in Alternity, who support the dominant and accepted opinion that Muggleborns and Muggles are less than human). The bit that's pinging my "awesome!" radar here is that Alternity is doing what fandom always wanted - Harry's bridging the gap. He's still friends with Ron, still drawn to Gryffindors despite his *cough* reassignment. He's still using both sides of himself and reaching out to both Draco and Ron, who arguably represent the Slytherin and Gryffindor facets of Harry. Without the small but powerful influences he has in canon that drive him to reject Slytherin so forcefully, is this a Harry who can strike a balance between cunning and courage? Between the aristocracy and the working class? Between his wizardly heritage (by blood and adoption) and the idea of rising from humble circumstances (by blood - Lily was a Muggleborn, after all - and by friendship with the Weasleys [lower-class purebloods], Hermione [Muggleborn] and maybe others [oh, how I would love to see Harry's sense of right and wrong come up against the Muggle internment camps ... although maybe not until he's done some preliminary thinking against the regime]).

This game is so cool.
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate to say it, but I think that the Harry-Draco set up here is showing us what Harry will lose (reject and be rejected by) when he learns the truth of his past: we may be being set up to say, "Alas! If only he could still be friends with Draco! If only he'd been able to persuade Draco to re-evaluate things, too!" It could be that Draco and other Slytherin kids will turn with Harry against the LP when he learns that Voldemort murdered his parents, but what I'm seeing so far is a Draco who will be bound up by wounded family honour, pure-blood ideology, and Slytherin chauvinism. (I expect him to align with Theodore against Harry when Draco feels Harry has betrayed their friendship. Maybe Pansy will still be free-thinking enough to stand with Harry.)

The game may be letting us see a small idyll here in the first year of the game while these kids are young enough and the political situation is stable enough to allow cross-House and cross-party connections. While it's still possible for young brains to formulate questions and learn to keep them quiet/alive. I expect that we will spend a lot of time later on saying, "Do you remember when they all played chess together?" "Do you remember when Draco and Harry and Neville and Ron ALL explored the castle together?" "Isn't it a shame..."
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I totally agree about this Draco and his relationship with this Harry. It keeps coming back to me that Draco has grown up receiving punishments on Harry's behalf. That has surely shaped the way they feel about each other. It is part of Draco's programming to be loyal to Harry, but that doesn't add up to a relaxed, fun friendship.

And it seems to me that we've seen signals already that Draco is jealous of Ron. I fully expect that tension to grow over time. Ron and Harry have fun exchanges -- in part because Ron did not grow up being taught to defer to Harry as a princeling. (And Harry gets prickly with students who seem awestruck by him -- he nearly took Hannah's head off, I think -- so I can see why Ron's unfussed response to him would be so appealing to Harry.)

I'm intrigued, too, by Draco's report that Madam Pomfrey told him he needs to fret less: I think this Draco is pretty tightly wound. (That strikes me as canonical, too.) We've already seen that he worries about measuring up to his father's expectations, that he's programmed to be anxious about getting in trouble (and about being held accountable if Harry gets in trouble), and that he worries that something bad might happen to his father (Draco was angriest with Pansy when Lucius let slip that he was taking heat for Pansy's behavior). I expect to see Draco put under increasing pressure as this game moves forward, and I expect it will take a measurable toll on him.

[identity profile] tabiji.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Tanky!

Only one question: Do we have Official Game Confirmation that Harry Marvelo's journey will lead him to eventually overthrow the LP?!

He doesn't know specifics, true, but even with the little bit that Harry
knows, he'd be asking the same questions that any child of a single parent would ask, why don't I have a mom?, and it sounds like he knows he'd adopted so that would certainly lead him to questions about both of his parents. He might not even be able to specifically see Lily and James in the mirror, but a generic sort of family. Or maybe it will be another group effort and Harry will hear the other kids seeing themselves reunited with their families and that will get him wondering more about his own.

It's boggling (and fascinating!) to think of the challenges they're dealing with in this universe. Canon!Harry felt a degree of relief when he found out the Dursleys had lied, (he knew he never belonged there)...in comparison, Harry Marvelo hasn't been toughened up by all that bullying and he seems more naive for it, which will make his discovery harder.
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[personal profile] wintercreek 2008-12-05 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Hat tip to you - it's your comment about the LP's relationship with Harry that helped my comparison between Ron and Draco (down thread er, up thread? Here.) really gel. Yay for collaborative fannishness!

And I second [livejournal.com profile] brimtoast's "Welcome!"
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[identity profile] tabiji.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you!

Yes, omg, seeing Draco as the overshadowed best friend is just fascinating. It makes me wonder how their friendship will withstand Harry's learing about his past...as it seems Draco knows something. Or maybe he just knows that there's something Harry doesn't know. He sure seems to walk on eggshells when it comes to Lucius and the LP.
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I couldn't decide where to append this comment in the thread, but I think that Neville-as-Chosen-One is a red herring because the [livejournal.com profile] hp_alternity is focused very explicitly on Harry:
ALTERNITY is a Harry Potter roleplaying game, set in an alternate universe where Lord Voldemort has the upper hand.

As a result of one tiny change back when it all started, Harry Potter has been raised as Harry Marvolo, the Dark Lord's adoptive son and heir apparent. He simultaneously loathes and is intrigued by the Mudbloods and Muggles that are interned in work camps throughout Great Britain. He knows nothing of the world beyond the United Kingdom's seemingly impenetrable wards. And he is about to start attending Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry... where he will encounter truths about his past, present, and future that he has never known before.
It's too early for Harry to have had many encounters yet with the hidden truths that are lurking to ambush him, but we've got seven years to spread that out over. (I'm having a bit of trouble adjusting my plot expectations to that time line because I keep over-reading or expecting plot events to mean more than they do. I keep thinking in terms of a long, chaptered fic not in terms of a game that's plotted to last for seven years. We're not close to ANY resolutions yet. However, we can look forward to yearly progress and to one big plot chunk developing and resolving in each of those years, so there is significant stuff afoot, including very likely some stuff that will happen during the Christmas holidays.

My personal speculation... (I hesitate to put this in print - not because I fear being crazy wrong - that'd be okay - but because I almost hate to burden players with this sort of plot speculation - what if it's close? what if it sounds like a fen demand? what if they grow to wish they could just play without having us guessing what they're about to do?) ... my personal speculation is that there is going to be some event that will demand the LP and Lucius Malfoy (and other Death Eaters) to be absent over the holidays. Perhaps they'll think they have caught Sirius or Dumbledore (we haven't heard from Dumbledore for a long time, have we?*) or Kingsley Shacklebolt will start a really major uprising in the camps and the DE sprogs will get sent back to Hogwarts early.

I'm inclined to read Draco's most recent post not only as a contribution to the Hogwarts environmental illness mystery but also as a set up for Draco's suffering a massive disappointment when something comes up and he can't go home for the holidays as he's so eager to do.

*Re. Dumbledore's absence: it's only just occurred to me how completely canonical that is -- and that we should be expecting to hear something of him over the holidays because that parallels one of his appearances in the Book One narrative.

[identity profile] queenbookwench.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I can only speak for myself but I certainly don't mind!

[identity profile] nmalfoy.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't mind either! I love reading what y'all have to say. I will say that sometimes you guys are scary smart.

[identity profile] amethistdolphin.livejournal.com 2008-12-05 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok, enough with the lurking, Ive been reading this from the beginning, and I figure its time to introduce myself.

1. You all rock! I am amazed at all the incredible theories and all, mostly I just read, worry and feel my heart break each time Boot and Hermione post.

2. I love all the speculation about the Mirror, I am really curious about it. I particularly like the idea of Boot finding it. he is downtrodden, but at the same time the kid has spirit you know? those little barbs he lets out sometimes just fill my heart with joy, just as he breaks my heart each time he says something like 'you can get used to the cruciatus curse.' I really love that boy. Cant someone just kill him (for fake I mean) to save him from the Carrows?

Now about all the speculation around here, what about the cloak? I dont think the order would return it to him, not considering he is in the hands of Voldemort. Is someone using it? would they risk returning it to the boy? One would figure that Dumbledore knew then about the Hallows, would he risk such a valuable be in the hands of Voldemort? and where is Dumbledore anyways? he hasnt posted since that first post right? have I missed something?

[identity profile] amethistdolphin.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I think its quite possible Dumbledore has it. I mean he would not leave something like that around would he? and if he hasn't, wouldn't Mcgonagal try to hide it? I do think they will eventually get back to the Hallows, I wonder how? and Didn't Voldemort already choose Harry as the chosen one anyhow? otherwise why would he raise the boy as his own? If he is so incapable of love, then why else would he choose to raise him? and wasn't in the end both Neville and Harry who killed him? I mean Neville did kill on of the horcruxes (sp?) after all...

and what did I miss? why is boot sick?
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[identity profile] lapin-agile.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Cant someone just kill him (for fake I mean) to save him from the Carrows?

Pomfrey might have just the right opportunity now! (Supposing that Terry survives his bout of pneumonia.)

[identity profile] amethistdolphin.livejournal.com 2008-12-06 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I do hope that is the plan, what happens to boot breaks my heart! I would love to see him come back later on to make the Carrows pay for what they did to him.